Life

The best things in life are the nearest: Breath in your nostrils, light in your eyes, flowers at your feet, duties at your hand, the path of right just before you. Do not grasp at the stars, but do common work as it comes.Live life to the fullest,be certain that daily duties and daily bread are the sweetest things in life.

The art of living with life's more complicated feelings lies in our ability to see the intertwining of happiness & unhappiness.

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Friday, April 13, 2012

Real friends, in spite of your temporary immaturity and seemingly-endless mistakes, will stick with you until the very end. They might get tired of hearing you rant about the same thing or ask for a breather, but still, they'll come back.

Story ended~*...* 11:10 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2012

我是一个很怕主动联系别人的人。
如果我主动找你，那是因为你在我心里很重要；
如果我不主动找你，不是因为你不重要，而是我不知道在你心里我是否重要。

Story ended~*...* 11:06 AM

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

My mood has a 180 degrees change in a few hours. How amazing is that...

Story ended~*...* 2:01 AM

Sunday, February 19, 2012

人生就八個字 … 喜怒哀樂酸甜苦辣. 八個字裡面 … 喜樂甜只占三個. 看透就好. :)

Story ended~*...* 4:59 PM

有時候， 主动， 是因为在乎 。 不联系 ，是因为觉得自己多余 。

Story ended~*...* 4:09 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Feeling uninspired.It feels as if everything having turned flat and uninteresting. I can't point to any specific 'problem', probably there are too many problems which I should have faced long time ago. Ignoring and pretending those problems don't exist have not made life simpler.

Friendships, studies,career path,life motivation,dream...none of this is clear to me. I think friendship is on top of my thought list right now. Having doubts about the friends I have made. Just give me a chance to chat with the old xuewei. She would be able to tell me what are the meaning of friends and friendships and how valuable these things are in life. I'm sure she can. She would tell me to have trust and faith in friends, appreciate and treat them sincerely even when they don't reciprocate in any way. She would convince me they are worthy of such efforts because... they are friends, because helping and supporting one another are what friends do.

There are actually no one i can turn to to talk about my stuff, my life,my disappointment, my insecure, my fear, my worries, my excitement, my joy and my random thoughts. Blame myself for not good in holding conversations, not good at telling stories and too cautious in hidding and revealing my emotions.I'm a good listener but a bad bad talker.

Sometimes I'm just afraid that letting out my emotions to someone may cause a burden to a friend...there's no friend I could confortably let my emotions out.
I'm afraid of judgement.I don't want judgement, I need advices.
Sometimes I'm afraid of being too dependent of a friend's prescence, I'm afraid of letting myself being a needy person...particularly to a person.

Seriously dislike those people who have hurt me in some ways even though I didn't have any intention to treat him/her badly. You may have done that because you dislike me, my personality, my shortcomings and therefore you are doing that to me...and you are doing that in a subtle way. Now I understand why JJ said he wanted to erase some people off his life. I feel like doing that to a few people in my life too. They created sad moments in my life which I'll always be reminded of.

Studies, career path, motivations and dreams. These things are inter-related and because I didn't have a dream to start with, it brought me a lot of uncertainties in the route I'm taking/have taken so far.There are people with ambitions. there are people with clear plans and goals in their life. They know where they want and they know the options availlable to them.Here I am feeling lost and confused over what I could do for life when I graduate. Time is running out. I'm afraid I won't have enough time to sort out my thoughts regardinf these things and then I would find myself going along with the mainstream flow again...How?...If only I had a dream.

I know I have lost the drive I used to have. The drive to improve my life and myself . The drive to make others happy and make myself feel fulfilled. The drive to work hard in order to make somethings work. PJ said drive cannot be given and KA said I should sustain my drive. Ya right, I must find the drive back. I can't let myself stay in this state.


You know there are ups and downs in life...but sometimes the grayness and dullness can hang around rather too long and then you may well begin to wonder what's going on in ur life.

Story ended~*...* 1:15 AM

When I realise I've tried too hard, I stop.

Story ended~*...* 1:11 AM